Current mood:	frustrated
Current music:	living room - tegan and sara

i told mum i'm gay....
*bangs head against wall*
I told mum.  and i dont think she belvies me still.  SO INFURIATING!  *bangs head against the wall some more* 
In like march this year, i told mum i was thinking abuot my sexuality, and all she said was "dont worry kim, i'm sure your into men"  *rolls eyes*
So tonight, i sit down with her and say... "u kno how earlier this year i told u i was thinking about my sexuality... well i'm pretty sure i'm gay. I'm not compltely sure if I'm bi or gay, but i know that i like girls. and at the moment, i dont like boys."  and she asked me what made me think this.  so i told her i was in love with penny. then she goes and asks all these stoopid questions about me and pens relationship, like have i told her i love her, and what di she say when i told her, and how open about it is pen and stuff.  Ugh. SO FRUSTRATING!  So after some more questions about how do i know how i feel about people, she tells me not to make a buig deal out of it. and not to broadcast it.  BLOODY HELL! Just becuase i'm telling her does not mean i'm broadcasting it!  So i asked her if she was ashamed of it, or if it made her uncomfortable, but she said it didnt.  Then i got up and got myself some dinner and tried to escape to my room, but no, she stops me and says i spend all my time locked up in my room and never spend any time with her.  So i sit down on the couch next to her and she turns around and goes on the computer!  I mean come on, what the fuck!?!  Tell me to spend more time with her and then ignore me?  So i started talking to her again... and finished my dinner.  Then Asked her if i cud go back to my room. and she said i cud. so here i am!  Mum knows that i like girls.  Even if she is in denial.  She also knows I'm in love with penny. Altho she tried to tell me that i'm not really in love with her... *glares*
So yeah, thats my 'coming out' story i guess.... pretty uneventful.  I mean telling my mates and stuff was a peice of piss!  But telling mum, she just doesnt beleive me!  Gah!  Even grainne beleived me!  I thought mum had figured it out, after pen staying ehre and stuff. but no, she's either in denial BIG TIME or is even stupider then i thought.
*bangs head against the wall somemore*