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[Wednesday
June 13th, 2007
11:16pm] |
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new layout! YAY!!!!
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[Wednesday
June 13th, 2007
10:22pm] |
from ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) torak
If there are one or more people on your friends list who make your world a better place just because they exist, and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.
I hope you know who you are. even though i've been neglecting my LJ a lil/a lot.
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| Exams |
[Wednesday
June 13th, 2007
10:03pm] |
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So i got my exam results back this week. 70% for maths, 52% for physical science and 44.4% for biology. I wanted higher for maths...told myself i wanted over 70% so its not that bad. Biology i thought i did better. But was really surprised that i did so well for physical science. I just wish mum was proud of me. I told her what i got and all she said was "is that what you wanted". And when i told noel all he said was that i should have done better. He who did non-tee and got sent home from school once a month for being drunk or stoned. Oh well. I can deal.
Got tomorrow off college, some test for english and media students. So all the morning classes are cancelled. and i dont have any afternoon classes. Think i might go shopping. Need some jeans or something. Only got like 2 pairs of long pants to wear this winter. Gunna freeze.
It was one year for me and pen on monday. One year. I still cant quite believe it. I love her so much. And i miss her so much it hurts. She's in an exam at the moment. I feel like staying up to see how she went when she gets back, but i'm really tired. and i dont know why. I've been feeling really tired lately. Meh.
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| lyrics... |
[Wednesday
March 28th, 2007
11:43pm] |
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What i feel right now. I just want to be with her.
Lyrics
Nicole Kidman - One Day I'll Fly Away Lyrics
I follow the night
Can't stand the light
When will I begin to live again
One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
What more could your love do for me
When will love be through with me
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends
One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends
One day I'll fly away
Fly fly away...
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| Puppy |
[Sunday
January 14th, 2007
11:25pm] |
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So my dog probly has epilepsy. And i'm scared shitless. hes been having fits for a while now...and we took him to the vet a couple of times. First time was after his first fit, we took him to the emrgency vet because it was at night. They said it was probly epilepsy and to take him to see our regular vet the next day. We decided not to in case it was just a one off fit. Wishful thinking i guess. But anyway. He didnt have another fit for maybe a week. And then had 2 i think. So we took hmi to the vet the next day. our normal vet. He said it was probly epilepsy too. Until he saw how many fleas oscar had. He said the fits might be caused by the fleas. So we got lots of flea stuff and treated him. After a few weeks he stopped having fits. So we thought wow. it was the fleas. he'll be fine now. But then on friday, he had another fit. So we took him to the vets straight away to get blood tests done. We got the results back today. they were clear. so it probly is epilepsy. In the mean time hes had LOTS of fits. Since friday that is. He's probly had about 10. So this morning we picked up the drugs for him to treat epilepsy from the vet. he said they'd probly make him a little dopey. So tonight we gave him two with his food. then about an hour later he had another fit. Then about half an hour later, he was dopey. VERY dopey. like layed on the floor and didnt move and couldnt focus on anything dopey. He was like that for about 20mins. Mum got worried and told me about it. Incase its not because of the meds and something else is wrong. But he got up after a while, went over to the couch and curled up and went to sleep. Mums sleeping in the lounge with him tonight to keep an eye on him. I hope he's ok. I love him so much and dont want to lose him.
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[Friday
January 12th, 2007
6:30pm] |
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Ganked from muldy
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| birthdayness |
[Monday
January 8th, 2007
6:56pm] |
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OMGOMGOMGOMG!
I have THE best girlfriend in the whole world. and everyone needs to know that!
She got me THE best birthday present. EVER!
An england soccer shirt. with my favourite number and my name on it!!!!!
I LOVE HER SO FUCKING MUCH!
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| new year |
[Monday
January 1st, 2007
12:24am] |
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so its now 2007. and i've just realised i have acomplished absolutely nothing this last year. I dropped out of tafe after half a year. then spent the rest of the year sitting on my arse doing nothing. absolutely nothing. Fuck. i have nothing. Except a girl on the otherside of the world who would be far better off without me.
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| Friends page |
[Thursday
December 28th, 2006
6:04pm] |
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So i'm not an LJ geius...beleive it or not!
Is there any way that you can choose which friends/communities show up on your friends page? COs i'm sick of weeding through all the coms to read real peoples posts....
any help greatly appreciated!!!
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| silliness |
[Thursday
December 28th, 2006
3:38pm] |
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scissor sisters - take your mamma out |
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I love penny
Penny is silly
this is why i love her
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[Wednesday
December 27th, 2006
6:20pm] |
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This morning one of our cats was put down. She'd been having trouble breathing over the last few days but we couldnt take her to the vet because of the public holidays. The vet said she had either a chest infection or a broken diaphram. Neither of which could be fixed really. It hasnt really sunk in that shes dead yet i dont think. I havent even cried. Which is damn unusual for me. i normally cry at the drop of a hat....
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[Tuesday
December 26th, 2006
11:27pm] |
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OMG! i havent written in here for aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaages! So bad! Sorry flist! *hangs head in shame*
I do still love you all! Really i do!
so my life is pretty shit atm. consists of barely leaving the house because of anxiety, being yelled at mum for not going out. and for "not making an effort". *rolls eyes* i want it to go away as much as she does! More in fact!
But pen cheers me up. which is good. i lover her to bits. even if she is on the other side of the world!
But now, i shall go stare at her doing her homework on webcam. because i'm mad like that.
Night Night
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[Saturday
October 14th, 2006
1:18pm] |
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Ok. I havent updated in a while. sorry flist! You've probly all given up on me! But i shall TRY to get back in the habit! I swear!!
So i need a job. A FUN job. One that wont be all that hard for me. and one where there time will pass reasonably quickly. Any suggestions???
Preferably full-time so that i can earn more money and stuff. But part-time'd be ok as well. I'm just so sick of having nothing to do. Plus the money would come in handy to get me to england to see pen.
On another note. I'm never drinking again. Least not while pens on the other side of the world. Last night at Jeremys 18th i got drunk and went and sat out on the driveway and started balling my eyes out. It didnt help that vicki and maeve were all over each other. Then wen i went back inside they came and sat with me, then kept perposely snogging right in front of my face. I just wish penny was here. Everything seems pointless without her.
So i got home last night and came on msn to talk to her before she had to go to dinner. Point is, i was still drunk and we ended up fighting, which ALWAYS seems to happen wen i'm drunk. So we argued for a bit and then she had to go to dinner. I msg'd her and its all sorted now. But shes away at army selection camp til tomorrow night. And i MISS HER LIKE HELL! Not being able to talk to her on msn. Not being able to see her stupid grin on webcam. I havent even got an sms since like 7:30am this morning. I know its not her fault she hasnt msg'd me. Shes busy with training and the like. But it doesnt make it any bloody easier.
Ah well. She'll be back sometime tomorrow night. so HOPEFULLY i'll get to talk to her then. Becuase IF i remember right, she has lectures ALL DAY on monday. Which blows.
But hey. I'll survive. Sorry for my ranting everyone!
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[Saturday
September 23rd, 2006
7:05pm] |
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THE EAGLES!
Clearly my team will win the grandfinal this year. Swans, you is gunna get ur ARSES KICKED!
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[Monday
September 18th, 2006
5:56pm] |
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*glares at australia*
WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE!
First, you kick my girlfriend out of the country.
you WONT LET ME GET MARRIED!
and NOW!
YOU VOTE REIGAN OFF IDOL!
WHATS THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!!!!
Just becuase shes different! and has her own style! YOU VOTE HER OFF? WHAT THE FUCK!!!!
Shes one of the NICEST GIRLS I KNOW!
*continues glaring at australia*
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| i told mum i'm gay.... |
[Friday
September 15th, 2006
8:34pm] |
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*bangs head against wall*
I told mum. and i dont think she belvies me still. SO INFURIATING! *bangs head against the wall some more*
In like march this year, i told mum i was thinking abuot my sexuality, and all she said was "dont worry kim, i'm sure your into men" *rolls eyes*
So tonight, i sit down with her and say... "u kno how earlier this year i told u i was thinking about my sexuality... well i'm pretty sure i'm gay. I'm not compltely sure if I'm bi or gay, but i know that i like girls. and at the moment, i dont like boys." and she asked me what made me think this. so i told her i was in love with penny. then she goes and asks all these stoopid questions about me and pens relationship, like have i told her i love her, and what di she say when i told her, and how open about it is pen and stuff. Ugh. SO FRUSTRATING! So after some more questions about how do i know how i feel about people, she tells me not to make a buig deal out of it. and not to broadcast it. BLOODY HELL! Just becuase i'm telling her does not mean i'm broadcasting it! So i asked her if she was ashamed of it, or if it made her uncomfortable, but she said it didnt. Then i got up and got myself some dinner and tried to escape to my room, but no, she stops me and says i spend all my time locked up in my room and never spend any time with her. So i sit down on the couch next to her and she turns around and goes on the computer! I mean come on, what the fuck!?! Tell me to spend more time with her and then ignore me? So i started talking to her again... and finished my dinner. Then Asked her if i cud go back to my room. and she said i cud. so here i am! Mum knows that i like girls. Even if she is in denial. She also knows I'm in love with penny. Altho she tried to tell me that i'm not really in love with her... *glares*
So yeah, thats my 'coming out' story i guess.... pretty uneventful. I mean telling my mates and stuff was a peice of piss! But telling mum, she just doesnt beleive me! Gah! Even grainne beleived me! I thought mum had figured it out, after pen staying ehre and stuff. but no, she's either in denial BIG TIME or is even stupider then i thought.
*bangs head against the wall somemore*
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[Wednesday
September 13th, 2006
6:00pm] |
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| this sucks.... |
[Tuesday
September 12th, 2006
5:41pm] |
I cant even write a fucking resume. I'm so screwed! and then maeve goes and points out if i'm so stressed about APPLYING for a job, whats it gunna be like when i have to go to an interview? I'm SO SCREWED! *head desk* I'm never going to get to england am i? *cries*
I cant stand this! for the last three weeks I've felt indestructable with penny here. but now. shes gone and everythings back to its usual shitty self. cept worse. becuase mum keeps getting cranky at me becuase i'm in a shite mood.
Ok.. i gtg driving now. My uncles taking me....I shall continue this rant later..
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| meme... |
[Tuesday
September 12th, 2006
1:43pm] |
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